Ecstasy!

It has been quite sometime now! The final bells have begun to ring since quite sometime with the earnest request for me to wake up for it's the last and final call else I would miss the flight and probably there is no re-scheduling as well cause even if there is; by the time I make it there, the meeting would almost be done with and it would be pointless going there. Believe it or not, this time I do respond to the call (at least it seems so) and wake up to make way for the sun to bless me with all its rays. Had it not been so, as it usually was the case, I would have gone by my usual way of snoozing alarm and wandering in the intricate alleys of my mind to run after some other dream and would have as ever ignored my ethically and conscientiously punctual alarm bells. But, as I said, it's not so this time and that is why I am here to blog today in spite of wanting to do so badly since the past some days. Precisely, this is the reason I title my blog "Ecstasy". Think! You have been aiming for something for a long time and some fate-filled (not to be mis-read as fateful) day, when least expected, it finds you! That surely is ecstasy! What I talk of here is not the merrymaking that I do on the achievement of the goal but on the realisation of the fact that I am on the path one needs to tread to be there or at least I need to, in order to be able to win. I can talk of this with so much force because once you know that you are on the right path, there no second thoughts about victory. It is then that nothing else matters. Al I see is the bird's eye. I feel like repeating an old hindi dialogue, "aaj bhagwan se kuch aur bhi maangti to mil jaata". Amazing is all I wanna say. The struggle to put my feet firm was on for some years now and now it's gone. May be for the first time I happy at something going away. I usually am one of those people who becomes very sad on the departure of something, good or bad! Now! No more!

Now that I know I am on the way, the destination's well-decided and not quite far, waiting becomes difficult. Well, that says to how human I still am! I know I haven't ranted enough of what I wanted to but it's already past 1 a.m. and my batteries are out. Beyond this, it would be incomprehensible thoughts told the incomprehensible way. Anyway, I know it didn't make a lot of sense to many who read it. For all those to whom it didn't, just ignore. Anyway it were just rants and you missed nothing. But if you can, think on what I urged you to and feel what I feel right now cause you too would be there someday.